Previest writings i was so happy, and ful Of inspiration. But now i just felel empty.
A lot Of tings has been so difficult lately and i feel everything goes wrong.
I have screved up a lot Of things, without purpose and now it is time to fix them again.
The way back is very hard. I felel like i am on the bottom Of everything. Is it not my turn to make something
go my way. Where did all the inspiration go?
I do not Even know why i say this and i feel like i complain, but everything is just so hard right now.
I guess i have to sort Of pay for all the fun i have had.
Not all days are the same and this one has been an awful one.
I will say good Night now, and hope that tomorrow will be better.
"The best medisine is the Night between two days".
I guess i will learn from this hard times, all i need is a Great summer filled with a lot Of inspiration and laugther.
Is that to much to Ask for?
So please, just let this summer be amazing and things fixed.
All i know is to never give up, that will just make everything a lot worse.
Even when giving up is all i want right now.
I will be back, hopefully very soon, with fun writings and inspiration.
Just not today.