19.10.2015

So I guess I am back again. Back to into the flirting game. I want him so bad in many ways, but at the same time I don't know if I really want him, u guys know what I am talking about?

First of, I like him and thinks he is interesting. He is so funny and at the same time he has that "bad boy" stamp written across his forehead. Every time I see him I feel like all the red flags are showing, and at the same time that is what makes me want him even more.

He is so different from everyone else I have felt this kind of interest in. But I am afraid to give it a try. I really want to, but I am almost certain that I will end up hurt, in some way, at the end. Because I know he is not the one I am going to marry. But I think and know it will be fun as long as it is going to last

So well... My plan so far is to hang out with him, and if they opportunity is there make him stay the night. Not stay the night as in doing it all with him, but just having him hold around me, touch and kiss me. I can picture the scenario in my head. And I do it several times a day, which is the worst part of it...

The question is, should I have fun with him as long as it lasts or not have fun at all and not get sad in any way?

As of right now I am going for option one, having fun. But at the same time, all of me tells me not to, except from a small part of me who wants this so bad and tells me to do it!

I don't know what to do, but I will deside when the time is right.

Lots of love, O2

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